Lyrics

You called me an alcoholic while you choked up the wine,
You said I’m a bad influence then invite me to go out
You said you don’t hate me but you never say otherwise
You never kiss me anymore, No, you don’t even try

Am I a joke to you?
You say I’m no good for you

You kept screaming while I try to make you go to sleep
I kept whispering please don’t leave but you said you are in too deep
I’m sorry I can’t fix you,
there’s nothing I can do, for you
If I get swimming next to you I might just drown in too

I asked you if you love me and you said you are too fucked up
Does that mean that I could change you or you are ready to give up ?
you say your demons come at night
and you can’t control what’s on your mind
I wish I could forgive you
believe me that I’ve tried

You kept screaming while I try to make you go to sleep
I kept whispering please don’t leave but you said you are in too deep
I’m sorry I can’t fix you,
there’s nothing I can do, for you
If I get swimming next to you I might just drown in too

The only thing that helps you stay calm
is when I’m laying on your chest
So now I seat at the end of my bed
with your red wine in my hands
Silently sobbing
wishing things could go a different way
But I’ll wake up with the house a mess and coldness in my bed.

You kept screaming while I tried to make you go to sleep
I kept whispering please don’t leave but you said you were in too deep
I’m sorry I couldn’t fix you, there’s nothing I could do, for you
If I kept swimming next to you I might’ve just drowned in too